I don't wanna leave...

(can u look and see... Am i in the wrong i feel so horrible.... And i wanna die because i feel so bad and i just can't say that because it hurts people and im horrible)

I wasn't i just thanked them for being kind not for taking sides i didn't wanna go against u..

Its ok... Im sorry..... Um crows getting mad at me and idk what to do anymore so imma leave anime maker i love u bro im so sorry

(imma quit anime maker i do everything wrong im so sorry i don't know what people want from me anymore... Please stay safe i don't wanna leave u but i don't know what to do rn)

Im sorry

I don't mean to ok... I have problems with covayinf what i want to say so things come out wrong..... And my parents aren't the ones to do much about that stuff but im going to the school therapist next week

Im just sorry ok.. Im trying so fucking hard but i ruin everything constantly i have like 4 friends and 3 are all online

Im sorry i can't process what people want especially when im upset

I don't tell everyone i tell my friends.... So i can say goodbye.... And i have fucking adhd and anxiety and depression look up the effects it has ok.. I wanna be ur friend.... I really like you and i can barely live with myself.... Do u wanna know why tf im like this?!

Im quitting because i don't wanna hurt u

Bye

I just

I'll quit anime maker ok... If thats what makes u happy

Im sorry ok...

Im not... I don't make that stuff up

Im never trina make u feel bad i just wanna tell u whats going on because i trust u

Im not trying to! I can't fucking control this and this is why i lose shit but i can't control it and i say everything and then its to late because it hurts when i keep it inside

Im not trying to... I have adhd i say every tiny thing that comes to my head... Even really embarrassing shit.. Ask anyone ik

And im sorry i fucking had a crush on u and im aloud to be upset about it

Sorry my mum just fucking yelled at me im sorry im not in the mood rn