I would but if I tell my dad I don't wanna got to work, he doesn't get mad but he's rlly rlly passive aggressive, he'll tease me abt it and play it off as just teasing but it's obvious that he's upset abt 9t, and my mom does the same thing but on a lesser scale
Jesus fucking christ dude you don't even understand how accurately you just said exactly how I've been feeling. I'm gonna be a sophomore this year and it's fucking terrifying. Idk what I'm gonna do with my life, idk what I'm gonna do with myself. I still believe I'm gonna go broke and be a homeless bum while everyone I know goes on to be successful and amazing, all of them are so smart and deserving. I don't know what I want to pursue in life and idk if I'll ever live up to everyone's expectations of me and it'd fucking horrifying.
idk how to help you deal with the feeling but I can tell you that it will eventually get better, idk when and idk how but it will eventually.