I don’t think any wish i could make could fix me abandoning him, all i can wish for right now is that his new partner Joey treats him better then i did and somehow manages to fix my fuck up, but even then thats just me wishing someone else would undo my wrong doing

I don’t even know if i’ll be able to see myself the same way again for what i did

I hurt someone really really bad, and im not sure if anyone will be able to fix it now that he’s gone.

Hey, it’s dipshit Roman, i know you hate my guts and i don’t blame you for that. I just want to tell you that you keep Zimick safe, okay? Make him feel wanted and loved and respected a million times more then what i could ever do, and if you even bother to read this don’t mention me to Zimick because i don’t want him to remember the bullshit i put him through, never should he come across me again and i mean that. Please treat him better then i did, and don’t ever do what i did to him, please keep yourselves safe and don’t ever consider talking to me. I won’t ever bother you or Zimick again, i just want to make sure that maybe the wounds i have given him heal up because of you, and i hope both of you live your lives far away from me.

and then there was a black and white one.

sometimes i think that maybe they’re all pieces of me in some way.

one of them was a fiery orange, and had tears running down his face, he looked alot like me. the other was a deep blue, grinning, so wide it’s eyes seemed to stretch across his face, he also looked like me.

i have dreams where i envision myself as three separate people, all coronated with colors.

E. R. R.

E. R. R.

E. R. R.

HEHEHE :D 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

it’s getting more difficult every day.

Thanks 😁

K 👍🏻

yeah.

thank you, i just feel bad for how ignorant i was back then and how i could of given everyone so much more if i just stuck around. i can’t forgive myself for a while for how much people i’ve left waiting.

Jack rabbits are scary asf man idk what you so concerned about 😦

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PLEASE COME BACK