Kris: ur mum B))

K: why

Kris: chicken thigh

K: ...

Parker: weirdo-

Issac: kris how are you smart enough to create people but so stupid at the same time

Kris: yes

Parker: so anyways, how's everyone's day :>>

K: that was random

Josh: p a i n f u l

K: good to hear

Clone: save me-

Kris: nah

Clone: :|

Issac: wait creator whats that supposed to mean-

Parker: *whispers something in Issacs ear*

Issac: oop-

AH
my body would've rejected it

Kris: you stupid clone. you are but a mere hairstyling practice dummy

Clone: ...suffer

Kris: go step on a lego

Clone: :(

K: nah, i think julian tolerates you.

Clone: uh- hi... charlie.

Kris: hell no im not talking in unison with her-

Clone: thank god. hey kid can i go now-

Kris: beware of your hair
i accidently made yours long so people can tell the difference from us

Clone: wait wha-

Kris: just a test to see if charlie would befriend this dunce.

Clone: oh you're one to talk-

Kris: we're the same person idiot

Clone: oh yeah... uh...

Kris: any insult directed to me is directed back to you
;)

Clone: dang for once im the lower power

Josh: i don't think i would be able to survive that long with two of them-

Kris and the clone: damn right you aint gonna survive

Kris: shit

Clone: never do that again

Kris: nah now i need to test this. *draws a clone that looks like someone random*

Clone: where the hell-

Kris: experiment.5537 who gave you the ability to talk-

Clone: you did dumbo

Kris: oh right.

K: ayy, im liking the design. *to creator and whispers* they look so cute together :>

K: devil you and Charlie are like the same- a social butterfly

V3: yeah thats usually normal for people, kris

K: ...I didn't know that- wait where did creator go-

Kris: *snicker* i love messing with people's heads

Josh: I can see that

V3: kris I got a question

K: what

V3: ive been thinking,, so what did happen to the other versio-

K: tHaTs a sToRy fOr aNoThER dAy :D

V3: ...alright then. I'll just bug you again later

K: im definitely looking forward to that-

Josh: yeah, you're right, I should be safer. or at least have the right equipment to do that stuff- any stronger and I would've been unconscious. meh, all that matters is that im... NOT... unconscious

Kris: or are you Josh? this is a nightmare and youll never wake up. yeeehawwww

Josh: ...

I always just feel like letting it out. Just simply breaking down right as I enter my room. There's nobody I can tell beyond the screen that won't judge me. I need help, so my best bet is online... I feel most comfortable. "Why are you always on your electronics?" This may sound like some edgy shit but to just escape reality. A distraction from the real world. I think I'll stop letting all of this out and get back to drawing. Thank you for letting me release stress... I never had someone I could do this with.

I'm just scared of people judging me, of people just telling me "shut up." I just...don't know anymore. knowing the people I can hang out with and tell them things is very hard. I just don't feel the need to deserve things. Google won't be much help-

I really need to tell someone at some point cause I seriously think something is wrong with me
when people ask if I'm okay, I just say "yeah!" I try to act energetic in public cause if I don't I just look like a sad depressed 12 year old
I just don't know who I feel comfortable telling...
too many thoughts are going on in my head
I feel the need to just scream- but nothing helps.
shadowing it is my best bet.

I don't feel good letting out these horrid feelings on others. I tried it once to some classmate of mine and he cut me off saying "eMo." and that's when I realized "fuck it im keeping this to myself."
And yeah, my self esteem isn't really strong anymore. and thats why I shade my feelings. These idiots faking mental illnesses online get me so mad too- it makes people think wrong of the people who actually have them. sorry for rambling on a whole paragraph of my annoying thoughts.

I usually don't care how annoying I am, I just care if I let it out. People say that makes you feel better but sometimes just saying it out loud to myself gets me weak in tears. I think I'm better off keeping it to myself... i don't want to pressure others on these thoughts and trying to help me. I know how to control these feelings... or I at least try to.
and sometimes I just feel the need to just stay away from others, like I'm better off not there. I lack sleep sometimes just from the thoughts...
we're both scared to tell anyone about our problems because we're both scared of the outcome. It's normal to be scared, its normal to worry. you have to build yourself up mentally for these things. I wish you good luck-

Josh: yeah I think Kris would've died if she was in there with me

K: hey, why do you say that?!

Josh: you have the legs of a twig and you're accident prone

K: yeah... that does sound like me... but uhh-

ah. I feel the need to be isolated, I have the feeling like I'm just better off... not interacting with people face on. I just have these random thoughts that pop into my head that get me stressed for no reason...
and the list goes on- I try to tell these things online to others just to get it off my chest but nobody seems to give a shit.
uh.

I think we're in two different situations but anyways yeah, if you ever wanna talk or vent some stuff, I can help.

and sorry, I went a lil' overboard on the examples...?

Josh: well if i waited any longer to release chemical reaction, the pressure release could've been waayyyy worse. but now I know never to mix those 3 elements

Parker: yeah, try not to hurt yourself like that! you scared me-

alright but fr if you ever need to let things off your chest to someone you know you'll never meet, I may be the right person. I try to help cheer folks up with stuff.
just saying.

Kris: yeah just stay out of the lab for now, josh

Josh: thats probably a good idea-

Parker: *jumps over the couch beside josh* glad you're fine :>

Josh: heh, I am too

K: so much for just entering the lab to clean

Josh: ...I got distracted, okay-