i….y-yea, i am……

…….…..*shyly peeks up at you, uncurling a bit*

!!?………….*purring gets louder*……(quietly)y-yea…i get it…..

…………….*goes silent, but starts purring*

(in her head) not now, why now god dammit-

HOW WAS IT NOT WEIRD?! AND I WANT TO DI- wait wha- k-kiSSABLE? WHAT- BUT IM NOT- AAAUAHFHDHDBXJjvFGcgVghVvGnabsjz……….*hoodie appears out of nowhere and she wraps herself in it*
(whispering)goddammitgoddammitgoddammitgoddammit-

BUT WHY THO?!? WHAT I SAID WAS WEIRD WASNT IT????? ANYWAY I WANT TO DIE BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW GOD DAMMIT

OFC IM NOT SANE, DO YOU EVEN KNOW ME?!! FUCK *uncurls from her tentacles, taking a deep breath* i DoNt WaNnA tAlK aBoaut this anymore. WHY couldnt you just let me keep hitting my head until i fuck up my brain and die. that would have been quite nice…….*runs her hands over her face trying to stop being red*

BECAUSE YOURE VERY LOVEABLE, YOURE JUST TOO STUPID TO REALIZE IT

YEA, YOU ARE, THATS ONE OF THE THINGS I LIKE ABT YOU- GODDAMMIT *curls into a ball on her side*

NO, THATS DIFFERENT- JESUS HOW ARE YOU THIS UNEDUCATED ON FEELING THINGS?!? THEYRE VERY DIFFERENT, DONT ASK WHY I DONT KNOW THEY JUST ARE. ITS A DIFFERENT FEELING

HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW, MAN?! MAYBE CUZ UR NOT A TOTAL ASSHOLE TO ME?? YOU TREAT ME LIKE A FUCKING HUMAN BEING WITH FEELINGS AND SHIT, NO ONE DOES THAT FOR ME- AND LIKE IVE SAID UR PRETTY IN A WEIRD WAY OKAY?!!?!? *wraps herself tighter*

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggghhhhhhhhh*silently screaming into the floor* NO I WOULDNT YOU DUMBASS

*turns her head to look at you still lying on the ground, pointing at her red face* DO YOU THINK ID LOOK LIKE THIS IF I WERE LYING?!?! *smacks her face back into the ground, wrapping herself in her tentacles*

…….(mumbling into the floor) but that is the truth, damn it………..*face and ears turn dark red, basically steaming* i-….(mumbles smth incoherent)

……uuuuuhh…………me, i guess- wait- *immediate regret*………..…..ididntsayanything. *rolls over onto her stomach, blood still trickling from her forehead as her face turns pink*

*staring up into nothing* because im a dumbass and i shouldve kept my mouth shut. *blood trickles down into her eye, burning*……..great. wait why exactly were you confused?

……*stops for a moment w her head against the wall* oh yea. im totally fine. perfectly good. 100% a-ok……*smacks her head so hard it starts bleeding and she knocks back on the floor* ……ah

………..….*starts hitting her head harder*

………*still banging her head against a wall*

(mumble-whispering) stupistupidstupidstupidstupid

……….whatever *moves out of sight, now physically banging her head against a wall*