….*takes a deep breath, attempting to calm her breathing*..o-okay……its okay…..*lightly hugs you back*

trust me sweetie i totally understand lol- im not dogging you for it or anything, i go nuts w hyperfixations- i just dont want you to get all hyped up and then hate the actual drawings :,)

*doesnt believe you* b-but i hit you, and you looked so upset, and i was stupid and- and- *sorta rambling, still hyperventilating*

like i said, whenever i get the motivation to draw again itll be the first thing- all the recent posts have been reposts and i just dont have the drive to draw at the moment 😭 but dont get ur hopes up too much- im not the best at drawing and i dont want u to get excited and then end up hating it 💀

*backs up slightly* please- i-im so sorry- *quietly hyperventilating, tiny tears prick her eyes* i-i-i didnt meant too-

(in her head) ohgodohgodohgod i fucked it up didnt i- i fucked everything up- hes gonna hate me now isnt he-

what- wdym?! *looks genuinely upset now, runs up in front and looks up at you* ofc i still like you, i love you- i really didnt mean to do that, im sorry- *rlly panicking now*

w-wait- dont cry- *looks a bit panicked and wipes the tear away* im sorry- im rlly sorry- i didnt mean to-

💅 ✨

ah- *looks a bit guilty* i didnt mean to hit you that hard……am sry *gently pets your head w tentacle*

*slaps a tentacle over his mouth* shut.

yes pyro. i got it. har har *rolls her eyes*

……… =_=

*tilts her head* hmmmm?

ill prbly do that lol- i usually never think to do that(cuz im a lil dumb) and i feel bad rejecting requests so i cant just say no-

yea, pyro gets it

thatll be the first thing i do whenever i get back into it. it just gets rlly tiring for me when requests pile up. like, i ask for them and i enjoy doing them- but when i get so many of them i get sorta side tracked from it a lot and it ends up feeling like a task to get them done 💀

…………oh. *starts to tear up* thats cool 🥹

idk man i couldnt care less anyway, atheist remember?

sin shmin, who gives a shit. i lie about almost every question im asked to make myself seem less depressed and its done nothing but good so far 🫠

thats what i do lmao