*blushes, furrowing her brows* what-……really…? (mumbling to herself)why isnt he beating me half to death already like everyone else-…..?

…*blinks*…..*turns to you, looking a bit surprised* really? ….you had smth worse than that in mind? if youre just gonna straight up kill me for it, can i at least get comfortable first-….

…*sighs and lays her hands down*……..so? what do you want to do to get me back for this? yell at me? break up with me? beat the ever living shit out of me? i honestly deserve all three, or whatever else you had in mind- tell me what you want and ill let you do it….*staring up at the sky w a blank but mildly scared face*

i guess…….*flops backwards on the ground w her hands still over her face*….im sorry. im an idiot- this whole situation couldve just been avoided had i thought abt it. even if i had told you, i shouldve made sure you were comfortable with it first…im so sorry.

i just- *runs her hands down her face* i didnt rlly think abt it……i mean- i thought abt it but i wasnt sure how to bring it up-….i dont know *sighs in exhaustion, still covering her face*

alright listen- i cant really help it i just-…..i know you dont know a ton about love stuff but do you know what it means when someone is polyamorous? thats the thing. that i am. thats why im feeling things for both if you- i dont know how to explain myself beyond that……*still on the ground, staring at nothing*

i suppose this is a conversation i should have had with you when we first started talking……

……….really-? but- you said- i thought- *incredibly happy but cant fully process* ……….……..what. *loading*

no- nonono- i-……..FUCK- i love both of you, okay?!? i dont know how to deal with it- i dont know what i was doing i just- i dont enjoy either of your company more than the other i just-……..*sighs and sits cross- legged on the ground, emotionally drained* fuck.

[holy fuck this is actually hurting me physically- i srsly was just doing this outta boredom i rlly didnt want to do all this-]

………*is just standing and staring blankly, not knowing what to do*

no- wait- this wasn't supposed to be real- this wasn't supposed to happen-

[holy shit i actually feel guilty what the hell 💀]

nonono please- its not real-

[god inwas doing this for fun i didnt expect it to turn real and actually feel guilty wtf—]

………..not the time, sweetie-

nononothiswasjustforfuniswear- its not real- uuuuuuuh look- *phases through a wall* im a hologram. you’re hallucinating. its all a dream. its an illusion. this is a role play within a role play-

….…………………..oh. oh dear.

noneofthisisrealthinkofitasanrpwithinanrp-

yes- a nod means yes, sugar…. *chuckles, leaning a bit closer*

……..*quickly nods*

ah-! *eyes widen, her face and ears turn red*o-okay…..

sure *smiles softly* ..….but what do you want to do until then...?

…i love you too….. *eyes sparkle a bit*

mhm *smiles sweetly at you, blushing* very comfy….*begins to purr and leans into your touch*