hey-

hi-?

eyy

eheh- t-thanks, luv…..*she tries to stand again, but loses balance and has to hold onto rip for support, barely standing straight*

*she pulls him into her arms* RIP! A LITTLE HELP- *she calls for rip while trying to stand up w raz. shes dizzy, but she doesn’t care. she stands up but immediately falls to the ground, holding raz up so he doesnt get hurt and landing on her tentacle again instead* f-fuck-!! ow- *tears prick her eyes*

oh god- *she sighs in relief, pulling him into a hug and lightly wrapping her injured tail around him* i thought i lost you- i thought-

!! *she gasps, putting her hands on his cheeks and making him look at her* raz? b-bean? breathe hun- come on- *shes shaking*

*she presses harder, hyperventilating. her tentacles re-emerge from her back and start pushing on his chest as well, as curses spill from her mouth* come on god dammit-

*she starts freaking out as soon as lili is out of sight* shit shit shit- wake up razputin come on- y-you have to wake up- *she starts pumping his chest, trying to get his heart to start beating again, she has tears pouring down her face*

!! *she blsuhes a bit, embarrassed* oh- s-sorry abt that….i wasnt thinking, eheh- *fiddles w the end of her tail, looking away*

*her pupils shrink, tears forming in her eyes. she turns away from lili so she cant see* …..riptide. can you take lili to the other room, please…? *she mouths ‘no pulse’ to rip, making a motion for him to take lili while she tries to deal with it. there are big watery tears in her eyes as her lip trembles*

? *she tilts her head, her eyes showing ?* you alr, hun?

razpuin. *she gently ushers rip and lili out of the way, sitting infront of raz and putting her hand on his neck to check his pulse, feel for his heartbeat* razputin, wake up- come on, bean….*her voice is still calm, as she doesn’t want to scare lili, but shes freaking out*

*she gives her a big kiss on the cheek w out thinking, before jumping off of her and swishing her tail around* youre the best!! *she looks at her tail w stars in her eyes*

[im gonna pretend her tentacle is still mangled here, but its wrapped in bandages lol]

*she puts both of her hands on his cheeks, gently petting his cheeks and looking worried* bean…? please wake up…..(her voice is very soft and hushed)

! *she looks at her tail, swishing it softly. it still hurts, but its back in shape* whoa….*she smiles brightly, jumping on lemon in a tight hug* thank you! tytytytytytytytytytyty!!!

*her eyes turn from gray to a soft calming blue, she kneels next to him and lifts a hand to his face, hovering hesitantly, before putting her hand softly on his cheek. she still looks ready to run if need be, but shes a bit more calm now*

….i-it hurts….i dont think it can be fixed, either….

*she jerks a bit, starting to move towards him but falling, dizzy from blood loss. she shakily stands and steps towards him, still staying far away* bean……

*she glances towards the sound, but doesnt move*(whispers)…..r-razputin…?*shes still scared*