that would sort of defeat the purpose of using me, now wouldnt it? so how the fuck am i supposed to believe you? especially when you were trying to fuck your own b r o t h e r . not biological, but still weird as hell- *she puts her hand to her temple, massaging her head. she has a headache* ugh- it doesn’t matter…..i dont feel like arguing with either of you anymore. i dont care what you do at this point. *her eyes are an exhausted pale blue*

*she kisses him on the nose, smiling*

*she slightly glares at you, tears brimming her eyes* sure….and im supposed to believe you, because if you were using me youd TOTALLY just tell me outright, right? *rhetorical question, very sarcastic, her tail twitches violently*

*her eyes sparkle* its so pretty~!! thank you, drippy *she wraps her arms around rips neck, hugging him before looking at raz* you too, razberry :) *she giggles, her tail swishing happily*

*she giggles* i guess so…*she twirls, smiling happily* its so comfy…and cute!

thats………still weird. *looks mildly grossed out, must shakes her head* (looks to the side, mumbling to herself) god i shouldve known this was gonna happen eventually….maybe cross really WAS just using me for sex…..or maybe just to get into it with pyro………*she turns away, looking a bit hurt and still blaming herself* (out loud) no, its not. i should have expected you to want to fuck around after what i did. this isnt your fault, its mine…….i shouldnt have lashed out…

! *she blushes a bit* ….f-for me…? *her tail wags a lot more. shes not used to getting gifts, much less hand made ones…she’s incredibly flattered* thank you……*she slips it on, its a bit big but she likes it that way* how do i look? :)

:0 omg- thats lovely- *her tail wags weakly*

………hey.

…*she crosses her arms* i dont know. i only got mad because you were gonna break up with me for doing stuff with cross. and then just decided you wanted too. like wtf- AND hes your bro. thats sorta…….questionable. *gives a weird look*……but i dont know what you could do to make it up to me…..maybe i was just being overdramatic…………*shes staring at the ground, her face turns from angry to guilty as she blames herself*

*sees the cut and her eyes turn a pale blue, feeling a bit bad, but she still doesnt do anything*…

[shit- the way you said it i thought you meant healing herself 💀 i wanted to cry]

*she gives an annoyed look towards lemon, storming away. shes now far enough from lemon that she cant heal her, and she impales herself, digging the knife into her chest*

……sure. ig *she shrugs, the hoodie is fire proof anyway so its fine. shes just burning it for anger purposes*

[NO SHE DIDNT STAB LEMON- SHE STABBED HERSELF dbdubdhdf 😭 god damn it]

*she pushes raz off of her gently, giving him an apologetic but slightly annoyed look* not now, bean……
[look at my gmorning~ post, youll see whats going on<3]

*backs up, pushing lemon away and stabbing herself again* dont touch me.

no its not. *snatches it back, being unintentionally rough* i got it from my…….boyfriend. *she throws it back to the ground, setting it on fire again*

oml

alright….*she smiles softly at him, turning back to raz*

*she looks at rip while holding raz, waving with her tail* uhhhh…….some stuff. that happened. eheh- *neevous smile*

yes, sweetheart…im here…..*she smiles softly, tears streaming down her face still, and she leans in to give him a smol kiss on the forehead* im right here.