uh. ye
im fine
sry if i didnt answer messages, my mom removed you and cross from my phone bc she didnt recognize you and she doesnt fuckig listen to me
so uh
im gonna have to get you back on
dk when
ill fuck w it later

[ur a sweetheart, an asshole but a sweetheart. :) ]

i mean. i dont mind either way. yk, maybe i shouldnt have said anything abt the whole being used thing..you teo seem to be rreaaaaaally looking into it..

mh….idk. i mean, if you WANT that....*blushes, shrugging* idk

[lol. yea, that would be better. thx, sweetheart]

yea. youre right, its not your fault. (cus it rlly isnt)

[i mean, yea i hoped as much. but its not really something to joke about at the moment..]

its not…none of this is your fault….whatever it is that youre seeing is dumb and wrong.

[im just…gonna trust that you aren’t actually doing something to yourself. bye ig.]

*pouts* …. :( but its not your fault.

[dude. this is serious. please, dont talk about it like that. im not messing around, dont. do that. :( ]

*smacks your forehead* stop. shush.

[no. dont. dont you dare. i cant take another stressful situation right now, and i cant lose another friend. stupid. >:,{ ]

no. its not. stop saying that. *squishes your cheeks*

[no, i didnt do it just bc of z. it was a bunch of things. stuff has been going on irl too, this was just sorta. the last straw. just the cherry on top of everything, the stress that pushed me over the edge ig. and no, it was not painless, and you should not try it. please dont try it. it was incredibly painful considering i did it w a knife to my wrists. please, for the love of arson please dont do that to me.]

….no one hates you pyro..and it wasnt your fault that i left…that had nothing to do with you…..
[ehm- not “were”..i d i d try. its fine tho..]

no, youre not…youre far from a monster…..you havent done anything wrong…*she frowns*

[iiimm guessing you didnt quite understand what i meant when i said im leaving. i didnt just mean the app- i uh..i am physically fucked at the moment. if you understand what i mean..😬]

no no no- sweetie what do you mean? youre not a monster..

[yyyea..thx, hun. ill be fine tho. mentally at least, lol. cant say as much for the physical aspect of things]

oh dot worry about that, sweetheart. *puts a hand on your cheek* ..if youre talking abt zimmick thas not important. obviously he wasnt a very good friend anyway..you werent the one who made me lose a friend. he reacted the way he reacted, and he was the one who was being childish. that wasnt your fault. im..honestly kinda glad hes gone if he was like that. i mean- obviously im not glad hes gone. he was one of my best friends…he meant a lot to me..not just me, but irl styx. but it doesnt matter..if he was like that, its better that hes gone. im just glad i have you now..*smiles softly up at you*

oh hun…*hugs you back, wrapping her tail around you and squeezing lightly* im sorry for scaring you…..there was just…a lot going on…im sorry…..

ow- *flinches* yea- its me, hun- eheh..

hhhhhhhhhhhaaaiiiiiiiiiii………….

no you dont. and youre stupid to think that.

no. you dont.

thats not how that works, hun. if youre only saying you are bc you want to die then you arent really. unless you actually agreed with the fucked up shit that happened, which im really hoping you dont.

oh. so you are on of those? really? why?

dont do that pls