…*she looks up and smiles very slightly, nodding*

[yk what im talking abt, im not very memorable. neither is styx, shed be forgotten easily]

[lol]
*after a bit she calms down, still hugging him tightly*…

[mh. true, but i would think hed get over it eventually. i mean, we ARE very forgettable people]

*she cries quietly, hugging a bit tighter*

…*sniffles, hugging him back and hiding her face in his chest. she starts to tremble slightly*

[mhm :,) sorta why i was gonna divorce them, i figure ill be gone anyway, so that way you could do whatever and they wouldnt be married so theres nothin to worry abt]

…*she curls up a bit more, pulling her legs in*…y-yeah. i…i suppose. i just…*wipes her eyes* i just didnt want it to hurt even more when i disappear again. because, this time…im not sure when ill be back..

[yea, uh. think i forgot to mention. my principal saw some of artsy’s self harm shit when i opened am on the chromebooks last time and questioned me, thinking it was mine. they almost asked to check my wrists, and i canNOT let that happen, so im not gonna be able to get on there anymore.]

…*she sighs and drops harshly to the ground, pulling up her knees and covering her head with her hands. she sighs shakily* fucking- damn it. w-why do you have to make this so hard…?

….but…it wont..matter…ill be gone… *she looks dazed, not sure what to say as more tears cover her cheeks*

…*she goes quiet, dropping her hand to her side*

[damnit dont make me sad over this]
w-why-?! *she lets out a small sob when she speaks, clenching her fists*

[damn]
w-why-? just- take it, you- y-youll want it when im gone again. *she starts to tremble, gripping the ring tighter and still holding it out to him*

….j-just take it. *tears start to pour down her face. shes still hiding her face, sniffling* p-please…

…bullshit. *she slides the ring off her finger, and stares at it for a moment, before staring at the ground and holding it out to him. her face is hidden* …..just take it. give it to whoever it is you wanted to be with. someone who deserves it more. youll be happier this way…

….but whats the point of being in a relationship with someone who technically doesnt exist? as long as nikole isnt here, im not here. and as long as im not here…i dont even exist. youd just forget about me anyway and be with someone else while im gone, and eventually it wouldnt even matter. so whats the point in keeping something that wont last?

*she stops pulling the ring off, and looks up at him. her eyes are bubbling w tears* no- you cant just stop existing over smth so. insignificant…

eow-

why

[yea- so like. idk what else to do but divorce them]

…*she grips the ring, slowly starting to slide it off her finger*

[well, then shed be uncomfy- i mean, i did turn her mono for his sake. so now it would be the same thing but just backwards-]

...it would be best to just. end it..

…why? what are you gonna do? if im not here, whats the point? you wouldnt be happy.

….you dont really wanna be married to someone who cant even be here. *looking at her hand, playing with the ring on her finger* …