oooh
thats a lot different lol
and also i get what you mean by interesting, i get the same thing
like its not good but its different
more like a how does that even happen sort of thought
yea i kinda get that
but for me
its more like i feel that intense emotion
and it feels like its about to explode out of me
so i like
block it out
like i can still feel it but i ignore it
but then when i starts crying it all just pours out of mehaha
but most times ill be so exhausted either during or after that lke
my head cant sit up
or i just go to my bed and go limp until i fall asleep
like i physically cant move lmao