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basically i had an ex, we’ll call him J for now. he did a lot of bad things while we were together and he even tried asking some girl out wjile we were still dating. he tried breaking up with me twice, reason being he got tired of me. but he always asked if we can get back together, and i always said yes. a few months ago i broke up with him and even apologized and asked if we can at least be friends, he got mad and said no. whenever i think of him i feel like sobbing uncontrollably. i still want to apologize to him after his wrongs. i feel so horrible for breaking up with him, he thought i didnt ever love or care about him but i really did