U r no different than me, I have experienced all of those actually, and it's a 100% normal. Just do what u feel right, and BE HONEST with ur family, tell them what u want to eat and WHAT U CAN'T EAT, ok? NOW, go tell them. (U r ok, don't worry) ... Find smthn to do, and eat what u like, don't force yourself and tell ur family, so they can a 100% understand u. If u need any advice from ur elder talk to me in insta, wait... I'm older?