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idk
I jsjsnsj

also yeah I can tell- he hasn't been talking to me much at all
or
been active or anything
I was actually a little worried for a bit :7 but it's fine

heheheh ofcofc

u ARE dumb, in the best way possible >:)

also I hear breathing in my room and I'm actually fucking terrified to move bc I'm the only one on this end of the house and it's pitch black innhere
iv e been listening to it for the past 20 minutes now and might actually cry but it's fine

jeez, I hope he's not overworking you hun

also ther is. no way in fuck that I'm gonna be able to go for it. I'm just thinking about it. last time I asked someone first was the first time, and it ended horribly- I don't wanna fuck up again
also I did hope you wouldn't be upset, but you're talking like I'm gonna stop talking to you like normal
the flirting and lovey junk isn't gonna stop, that's kind of a staple in our relationship now and u can't get rid of it babes<3
also yes
all of those things are
gud relationship things
I think

ohhh
no. i physically can't I chugged a barrel mug of coffee right before bed like th genius I am
so I'll be up for quiiiite a while

also jsbsjbsjdbjsbdsnkbxknedbjhcedjhcvnskdbxknsabxnkbsakhcbwdjkbxkjdschkbwdckjbefkjcbwdkjcbkdjebc. hush n quit making fun of me dumdum

ggghhhghh I hate it when it's up to me
I can't rlly "chose" someone anyway bc I mean- he admitted to liking me but he hasnt
suggested anything yet

idfk I'm too asleep-awake to think abt it rn

but
ty for letting me talk to u abt it luv
ur the best<3

u said smth abt what u said abt me going to sleep?? Idk- nvm

also aughhhgghshbbs nbnbsnbxhdbxn.

knkenxjhddjhdnjxendmn-
ok FIRST of all, fuck u I'm not a lil bby- ive just been nervous and confUsed >:T
second, I don't rlly know
bc obv I still <3 u
but
it's kinda. different now
uuuuuggghgh idfk I hate feelings and figuring shit out
annnd Ross is the dude who's been commenting on some of ur stuff recently
and wlso
the guy I've been talking to pretty muchnonstopasoflate-

anyway nvm that it's not important what abt me going to sleep-?

aaa ty lol

talking to
ross
which is
a big part of the thing I'm confused abt

so
uhm
I don't rlly know what to
consider you. like
we aren't together
neither one of us have asked the other out, and I still feel
odd. abt the whole everyhting
and I'm just confused on what exactly we are
but I also rllyrllylikerosskinda- ahem
but it's weird bc I'm also talking to you all lovey and stuff?? which I'm fine w don't get me wrong but
idk I'm just confused w where I stand w you

also abt the whole sortakindalikingrossthing- it could very well be just like the situation w you bc I don't even know how old the guy is yet, so I could be getting myself in a real shit situation but idk I can't help it-

buuuut anyway
it's dumb
I just domt know how to feelings

I'm gonna guess you passed out
if so
gn dumb dumb, love you<3

im
tired but not
and
confused abt smth-
wbu?

hullooo

but you need reeeeeeest

its sleep is for the weak*, and NO ITS NOT
important people need to sleep bc their health actually matters
you are important people
so u need slepe. if youre tired take a sleeb god damnit)

aaahabjhdbhjcbdhcbcx
i love it<3333
but slepe stupid

nono, helll no >:l
i wanna talk to you more and all, trust me, but if youre tired you need to sleep
i nrmally dont sleep anyway but youuuu need it
dummy)

oh- shit
uh yeah its the same time fo rme but im fine
but ill let you sleep if you need it luv, im sry-)

mh?)

styx: mm...welll, basicallyyy- the blue ones make you all saaad n stuf, but they ca do other shit when you do stuff w em...anddd the yellow ones are just pure fuckin' serotonin. the weird pale ones are like a cure-all, and there ar esome...others and stuff....and the pink ones just make you a horny fuch machine for..like...a day or smth....so
*they giggle, reforming and laying down*
iii dont remember what the others do because...idk
(bc creator as high as balls when she wrote it all down and now most of them are undecided)