oh ganagangagahnag I went to church on Sunday to help them with sunday school (also bc my sister goes to church and she wanted me there and since I love her I went) it was kinda fun my sister was having so much fun \ (^o^) /

oh bruh I need to lighten the mood

bruh I cant even type out my lore without something ruining it

I MEANT PUBLIC

PUBLIC.

PUBIC??

I wish there was an easier way to vent without it being pubic bruh

I like how I say my life is getting better and then type out a whole ass vent

I keep trying to tell myself that I shouldnt feel bad about it but I do
shes really mad at me and I don't like it when people are mad at me
I try to do everything in my power to make people happy so (friend) being able to vent to me makes me happy since ik she can trust me
but I also dont want her GF to be mad at me
I don't know what to do
I don't wanna stop talking to my friend since she really relys on me and trusts me
but at the same time I don't want her GF to be mad

but I cant help but feel guilty ig
like they've known each other for 3 years
and I've only known her for 3-4 months

I'm NOT after her

bruh stop being jealous of me I literally have a GF and I'm not a stinky cheater

OH BRUH MY FRIENDS GF IS JEALOUS OF ME??
she told me that she was mad about the fact the (friend) tells me more about her personal life then (friend) tells her

sry if I'm being REALLY weird about it Ive had issues in the past with people not liking me bc of how much I talk
but anyways dude my gf didn't come to school today :(((
so idk when I'll be able to show you the art (if she drew it)

so I have ALOT to talk about

sry if I'm being yapper mcyapperson rn I just don't really talk about this stuff to people

I think 2025 will be a great year

ok anyways
school sucks ass and drawing is my only way I'm surviving at all in school bruh
but like other than that life's ok ig
I'm getting better at controlling my anger and I'm getting better with being scared and paranoid so that's happy
and my sisters birthday was the 11th so yay!!!
and I actually have people I can turn to for support and not just be stuck dealing with it myself!!!
so yay life is getting better

were just cooler than them fr

these people need something better to do.
but at least I have people who understand me, like you :D