so I'm not doing too well mentally
I'm been really stressed out about home and school and my future
since I genuinely think I'm never gonna make it in life because of how I am
and I'm not gonna amount to anything
even if I do ok in school what's the point?
what good am I ever gonna do in life
Im not even good at drawing and I've been doing it for 8 years
and my family only makes these thoughts worse by telling me that I'm never gonna make it.
since my dream is to do animation and work on shows
but my family tells me that I should do something more worthwhile like join the military or physical therapy
and I'm starting to give in
I want to make everyone happy and if that means giving up on my dreams then so be it
I don't think I'm gonna get anywhere with art anyways.
and so I've been really sad and depressed for the past few weeks because of it
I just wish I could feel better man
I need to reach out man since I usually hide my issues.