No your not❤️🫂 I'm so sorry you feel this way😔♥️ your not a freak, your not ugly, be who you are❤️🩹 I felt like that too but I'm getting better♥️🫶 try find the things that make you smile, not the things that make you feel this way♥️ I used to bottle up everything and think the worse about everything, even if if wasn't that bad. For example,, I said one thing wrong (my mind) oh no I'm a freak now and everyone hates me. But that wasn't true❤️❤️ I'm sorry you feel this way but you have to keep going and don't give up.