[ if u had the chance to get rid of me, would u?? because i feel like every time we talk, ur forced to talk to me because ur bored though i probably annoying the hell out of u. like some damn entertainment or some shit. I don't just feel that way to u, I feel that way to everyone, even my own mom because I know shes forced to love me because I'm just a kid she never wanted. even she said she expected 1 kid, which is my brother. he's doing fine and doing cool shit too, like sports and working out so everyone is proud of him while I'm just stuck doing the same fucking thing (art) everyday. even u do cool things like art, arts and crafts, band, playing piano and probably other instruments. I'm getting so damn tired of everything everyday but I'm scared to kms. I even cut my wrist a bit a couple days ago too because of this shit too.]