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Please be okay... wake up.. ( NOT A VENT JUST FOR FIRST NIGHTMARE )
Oh they paralyzed
Please be okay... wake up.. ( NOT A VENT JUST FOR FIRST NIGHTMARE )
Someone decide this shit im too lazy, 💔
I appreciate it but for now I'll take a very long break about monthish. Or week unsure how long til k recover but it'll be soon.
I cannot see ur picture but I can know it
But I don't see anyone here caring at all.
I cared for many but no one was there to make me feel like me.
No one took me in their arms from the time I needed them or they needed me.
I appreciate you trying to hold me back up from my bruised knees but I need to lay down till I recover
I just miss being a kid.
Where I didn't see. The horrible shit I saw in many..
Many ways. I want to sleep an eternal sleep
I just want to be alone for a long time
I appreciate you truly for trying to make me feel better but I'll just sit with a broken leg til it recovers either with personal help or with time.
I've tried many times to think about that.
Too many.
But what's the point it's endless suffering.
What's the point of me being alive if I keep being a toy just to be experienced on
Loud noises every single fucking time in the house
I barely see my FUCKING mom and I have to witness SHIT in my family as it slowly goes to ashes
I cannot FUCKING handle seeing my loved ones die any more
I'm FUCKING tired of MY FAMILY TREATING ME LIKE A MOTHER FUCKING COURT JESTER
FOR ONCE I WANT PEACE AND QUIET AND ALL I GET IS JUST MY GRANDMA YELLING AT ME JUST BECAUSE I MADE THE COUCH IN MY WAY
ALL I HAVE TO HEAR IN MY HOUSE IS MY AUNT YELLING AT HER SON. LIKE BITCH NOT MY FAULT YOU GOT MARRIED YA DUMBFUCK AND MY FATHER IS A FUCKING TRAITOR ALL HE DOES IS CARE FOR HIS DAUGHTER BUT NOT HER NEEDS AND MY MOM? SHE'S CARRYING THIS WHOLE MESS IF SHE DOESN'T PAY A SINGLE PENNY TO ANYONE IT COLLAPSES. I'M TIRED GC. I'M TIRED OF BEING ALIVE.. IF THERE IS A GOD THEN HE HATES ME.
I once was listening to my shuffled playlist and when my mom got her sleep paralysis she said that I was listening to the loudest shit she's ever heard
(She didn't tell at me or anything she was concerned about my music taste 💔)
Why is everyone on this app with suicidal thoughts bro
Honestly I feel like I want to cease the whole population and myself because of my goofy asf anger like I've been keeping it inside of me for like so long to the point I want to verbally beat the fucking shit out of a random person I see
(Not a family member or anything)
I've been keeping my anger issues in for so long I feel like I might spontaneously combust into flames 💔