I have. I have stayed up through the night because she had been crying. She hates me. I try playing with her to Brighton her up but she isn't... Playful anymore. I wish i played with her more when she asked.

I came to give you this. *there was suddenly a knife in your hand*

She used to cut because she is super insucure of her body... I don't want her to start again.

...... What lady? *looks around*
(ik)

Oh ma gahhhh your itsyyyy!

Pretty much... Well... Everything...

Who?

(if i say YOUR NOT THE PROBLEM! Your probably not Retro. You know me.)
i have others i still carry though. I just... I have lost all of my skill for real world stuff. Eve seen so meant cuts scratches and burns on peoples skin! How do i stop theme? They are so scared. How do i stop theme? im tired of trying to juggle. I cant help. I don't want my sister getting hurt.

I say that of you know its wrong and regret it then you are good. Just depends on weather you are actively trying to change for the better or not.

I am dad... Father... Whatever really... I hang around reality and... Just do what i do you could say. *smurks and purrss*

Ohhhh... Ive... Seen one of these before...

(trust me i always feel this way)
im sorry for everything i have ever done. I may never feel I've said sorry enough. Why does my conchesnes torch me? why is my payment for trying to fix, always more trouble then I've patched? can i ever really help if it still sticks in both our minds?)

What? *flicks tail*

Ehm? Real world?

*dad pops up* hello child.

*looking at it*... What is this?

(im not sure. I just want to have something. Im genuinely bad at everything. I feel i can never accell. And then i think of the people ice been around. Not a single person has ever labeled me as a top thought i fear. Everyone leaves me or... Like, nobody thinks about me when i don't show up. You say your here with me; im so scared of being lost. But i feel i need it. Its a conflicting want. But i want most, someone to care for me as i do for them. And then the people i do care for end up falling for me in some way? i don't want that... I want truth.)
(this is not directed at you)

*it was night*

*hops off back*

Oh...
(so very... Complecated; you could say that some thing consume me that i wish wouldn't. Im lonely. I would normally talk to you about it but... Now i feel it inappropriate? but who else talk to? who else talks to me? do i need to post for people to talk to me? am i not worth a ward?)