I'm Js realizing I'm really weird
Bc like songs or stories or like movies n shows n stuff I'm ok with having alcohol mentioned but if someone I'm close to/can trust/calms me down drinks or talks about drinking then I start panicking
I felt a little sad and then my brain made me keep thinking of more and more stuff and then when I tried to feel better I saw a clip of one of my comfort creators being drunk which reminded me of how I found out the friend I made on mac had in their bio that they did something while drunk which those are very yay