I feel like I'm not me
Like I feel like a caterpillar (if this doesn't make sense I'm sorry I just have no way to describe it)

Ill try

Yeah

Idrk how to explain

Ok
I don't really feel like myself

Mhm
Should I just say what I'm thinking

Ok so wat specifically did u guess the first thing was

Cough

:D

There's also something else

✅

Its connected to Christmas in some way

Nop

Yea

O
No

First one kinda and second one idk what u mean

I'm worried it'll make u feel bad tho

Aww :D
I still have one thing on my mind but I'm a little scared to talk about that

Oki
Also I feel better now

I'm Js realizing I'm really weird
Bc like songs or stories or like movies n shows n stuff I'm ok with having alcohol mentioned but if someone I'm close to/can trust/calms me down drinks or talks about drinking then I start panicking