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Hellooo :D
I have returned :)
Here are some things about me !!
I am a female, so I use she/her. :]
Everyone, please refer to me by the name “Violet” now, I won’t wanna be called “Origin” or “Bandu” anymore because I feel uncomfortable, just call me Violet and at least try to understand. ^^
And by the way, I was “TheFurryViolet/DeathandViolet” so you might have remembered me by that time! I’m becoming Violet again and bringing him back as my main oc :D yeee
I love basically any type of music, I have favorite bands that I like to listen to oftentimes ^^ that mostly includes
Linkin Park, and Deftones, but I do also enjoy Green Day, The Marias, Weezer, My Chemical Romance, and more others.
Purple is my favorite color :]
Uhh I have favorite characters, they all are: Miles “Tails” Prower (from Sonic), Edd (from Ed, Edd n Eddy), Bonnie (from Five Nights at Freddy’s) and Firey (from Battle For Dream Island) ^^ they are so cool!!!
I am considered shy and quiet by most people, so there’s my personality..
And thus, the negative thoughts and emotions I’m feeling come back again, of course. I just wanted to feel happy.
I wish I never drew that disgusting piece of crap.
God, what the fuck was wrong with me.
I always ruin everything all the damn time.
It’s over, I know he’s gonna hate me. I just know he is.
Please just freaking end me.
Alright, I know how you’re gonna be feeling when I tell you this, but unfortunately, I have created some inappropriate and disgusting artwork of plozy and pharaoh, ploxy and pharaox, and Flameberge and horrorlemon. This was about 2 or 3 years ago, I feel INSANELY DISGUSTED AND GUILTY that I have drawn absolutely DISGUSTING SHIT of MINORS. Even the other artworks I created still disgust me as well in fact. I hate that I did all of this, I shouldn’t have done it, I hate myself. And everytime I think about it I get negative thoughts about myself. I’m afraid that you won’t forgive me or wanna be friends anymore, but if you don’t I completely understand. The fact that plozy and pharaoh are MINORS, makes me grossed out and guilty, but this is how I deserve to be feeling anyway.
Oh and um, shadow, may I talk to you about something..? Could I just talk to you privately..? Idk if you can make this post private maybe? Or just create another post so we could talk instead that would be better. I want to admit something to you that I have done.. unfortunately.