Don't say that to yourself D: ! If you keep saying that to yourself, nothing will get better..that's just the truth of it..You can turn your life around and be happy!
I don't want to force you to draw but " practice makes perfect " if this is your final decision, it might take me awhile to accept it :(. All dreams don't come true..
I won't make you draw but; really. Quit saying that to yourself. You're not helping yourself by saying " cause I suck at it" we all start somewhere. See my old art.