Atychiphobia I believe- being afraid of failing. Itās okay that you feel like that sometimes, and itās alright that you feel bad sometimes. Also no need to be sorry about changing the subject ^^ā I think it might be the music thatās triggering you too feel like this again?
Ah okay, maybe if youāre feeling that way you shouldnāt listen to these songs. Try to find stuff that makes you feel happy? Oof Iām not good at this sorta stuff sorry- and do you know if thereās a reason it makes you feel stressed?
Oh. Honestly I feel the same way you do when it comes to certain songs- and most of my irl friends arenāt the best either. But why do you feel like somethings wrong with you inside?
Oh sure Iām here if ya wanna vent about it ^^ and I donāt really think you might be depressed(based on what I know about you) maybe itās just the song or because you can relate to it in a way? I dunno-