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Dear Jay:D, thank you for being my biggest fan
Why do i have to treat everyone like this all the time? Whats wrong with me? I know better.... At least i should...
U can't forgive someone like me... Becuz i do stuff like this over and over...
This week has seriously been the worst to me... I must be getting punished for something... But I wonder what...
I'm scared ill just snap again... And I know nobody likes that... So ill just stay here for awhile...
At least the comments are the one place where i can let everything out without ppl getting mad at me...
But why the hell did i act like that?.... Why am i so depressed lately? Or angry lately?... Why can't I just be happy like i usually am dammit...
I've made about half of my friends on here hate me and never want to talk to me again... I'm going to be shunned from now on so i better prepare myself...
I'm seriously gonna have to get used to talking to myself like this...
Yeah I really can't do anything... Only lazy can... And lazy never does anything wrong.... I'm the only one who ever does anything.... Thats what they say so it must be true...
But I'm not aloud to be sad or blame anything on myself only lazy can... When i do I'm just being dramatic but when lazy is she has all the reason too... After all she is better than me... Everyone likes her more anyway.... Because everyone hates me.... B
-and foolish.... Every time sethong bad happens i started it... I'm just a dramatic attention seeking bitch....
Damn it all.... I've caused so much problemsdrama pain sadness anger and fighting.... I'm selfish... And fo