Don't listen to those terrible hurtful words. You are beautiful. Wonderful. And amazing person. Don't think so negative. You are everything everyone says you aren't.
It's okay to cry. Just know. The people who judge you are jealous of your personality and perfectness and beauty. Just know you are a wonderful person. :)
Im sorry about that lord. Hope everything goes well. I got bullied today but I'm okay. I reported it and after school I knocked out 7 of their teeth :D
Stop. Stop being suicidal and everything. It doesn't get you anywhere. It will just hit at you. It won't make anything better. You want attention. So stop now or just stop making this stuff.