*pushing my hands against your cheeks* SHYYYYYY

Shy *looking away*

*hugging you, squeezing you tightly* I love you

Yeah. I’d think it would be adorable

I’d be fascinated in how you dance. I’d probably smile

And that is?

Are you okay?

:3 you make me feel better

I love you shadow. So very much

Okay. I feel better now

Please. Stop letting people know specific information and making them upset to the point where they hurt themselves mentally and/or physically

Your telling people how you feel to make yourself feel better? Seeing people’s sorrow makes you feel better?

I’m still panicking. I can’t control myself

Then why are you making people like me have anxiety about this. About shadow. I’m concerned for him. Your causing certain people to feel the exact same pain when they didn’t do anything.

I’m so sorry shadow. I’m in so much pain right now. For you, for Ethan, for many more.

I can’t handle all of this. I can’t handle being around her. In orbit basically. Ethan feels the same.

I can’t handle her.

I need you. I always will.

I want to leave.. but how many times have I stopped myself. I stopped myself from leaving this house full of anxiety and tears. I need you here. Your the one stopping me.

Shadow.. I don’t want to cause any pain for you.. if I’m another reason why your depression is becoming worse, you need to tell me.. I’m not okay.. I’m not confident.. At all..