...should I?

I still have a crush on Toxic...

Don’t question meh!!!

But I have to tell myself they aren’t real so
WHY DO I FEEL BAD?!??

I still hate myself
I don’t think I ever won’t

So that I can’t hurt or get hurt anymore...

“You’ll never be happy”
Maybe it’s right...

It’s just I made a huge mistake and my sister said that it will get better but...after what...I j...

(Finished YAAAY)

He hates me now xD

It was mainly my anxiety that started the thought.. I’m sorry I listened to it..I really am.. But...

I’m a idiot...I’m so sorry I...
I’ll just shut up before I make it worse ;~;

...I’m a idiot