I want to kill something lmao
Having arguments with myself in my head wtf
Yeah nvm thatβs prob...
okay
Itβs
Getting
Weird now
Nothing feels real?
Fufhgkinhate this I hate this ihatethisihate...
i Uhm yeah Iβm definetly feeling it owwhatthefuck oh ygod
losing sense of realistyagain and the...
Ithink Iβm disassociating again ithurts mmmmm skssjss
needed to write somewhere
might have DID...
okay so
/POs update guys guys
I talked to my mother
Thoroughly talked to her
She heard me
...
Lmao i tried talking to my mother abt going to therapy that would actually help me and she litera...
At least now I donβt look like a lesbian (donβt get me wrong butch lesbians are hot itβs just not...
The one time I do something with it
And it
Fuck this Iβm changing
Iβm boutta look hetero as ...
How does one think??? How does thaughts???? How does one think a thaught??
Yknow that little voi...
Soooooo I just drew what I felt
Somehow it turned into some preettyy flowerz though<3
like giggly but happy so YIIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEE
Okay wait Iβm bordering insanity but I AM π
Iβm finally doing research on this sjsjs haha ahahAA
okay so I do probably need to talk to a gen...
So I have to go to a stupid psychiatrist appointment tmrw after not going for a full 3 months Bcs...
I told you
They are incredibly unfortunate
Bruh Iβm getting these weird tic like movements and itβs getting really fhckcifng annoying