The first one is Shard as a baby. The second is Shard now.
Dares like daring Shard to dye her furstyle or try a new furstyle
Since Shard is the guardian of night, she prefers. Midnight to dawn.
So basically, she wandered off, her mother died looking for her, she feels guilty
Which color is different ( even if u fail that don't mean ur color blind)