Because Idk what I should do anymore

Also I like this drawing

I feel like drawing a fanart for some1
BUT
At the same time I feel like I don't want to draw f...

I can't stop crying anymore. Everything feels so odd...like always
Also it's 2.13 for me
Edit...

https://youtube.com/shorts/KkfNfJWIg7I?feature=shared

"Wait-.. This is not my home, this is not black! This is pink!"

https://ibb.co/60c8JBH
This is just too much 😭💀

I deleted some of my posts

Who would even care if I was gone from this app

Bye bye (going offline again ig)

I'm too tired to act happy, so I'm going to cry before going to sleep :\