And Livy’s outside playing so IIII have to take care of her >=(

Yep, I’m back! And I won’t be leaving so quickly this time...I’m here to talk about how someone w...

I’m sorry I’m even alive..

I don’t wanna talk to anyone but one person right now...she’s the only person who knows how to ca...

No one would fucking care if I died! Everyone’s showing me that now...I’m sorry that I’m such a f...

It hurts sometimes, but it’s fine...I just hide it all the time so no one will see it..if no one ...

Don’t fucking ask why I feel more depressed! You don’t need to know..! Only one person can know i...

I just started thinking of...ahem, s-something..then started blushing badly!!! I can’t stop flipp...

I’m nervous and scared..She might judge me for what I am...I’m still sobbing, and depressed..I’m ...

But I can’t tell Jaki because she’s not here...I’m crying so much and I can’t stop..I’m hiding in...

Everyone hates what I am...I hide deeper and deeper in the closet everyday..I’m not gonna say wha...

It feels like someone’s stabbing me from inside my stomach, someone’s banging a hammer on head, a...

I don’t know tho..I’d probably hurt Jaki again...-sighs- I don’t know what to do anymore..I’m los...

I don’t how I even cut it! A cut just showed up on my cheek and started bleeding! Heheh, I do des...

I’m staying as her for a while, I’m still, me, I’m just in a different version, that means I can ...

But it is..I lied to her all the time...I left her alone when she needed me..! I make her want to...

Everything hurts so much...I’m sorry Jaki...I’m sorry I’m a screw up, I’m sorry I’m always so dep...

But I’m trying so hard not to..! I don’t wanna let down Jaki..but I already did...I’m trying not ...