Because I drew something wierd shit of my oc

I'm going to bed in an hour or something :1

And if I talk with some1 I never know what to say

I don't think it's a good thing

I'mmm boooreeeed agaaain

Yeyyy
And I'm a bit scared for some reason. Yeyyy

Gray heart means they are dead
Red heart means they are alive but idk where
Edit: I forgot to d...

I can draw my oc crying, but I can't cry myself
Can some1 tell me how to stop thinking bad or sa...

eee

Is it right?
*I was really lazy to draw much details*

I LOVE THIS!
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!

I want to try something else but idk what

All what I see in my mind of her is me and her but her face is blurred

My dad always says that I like Black Smoke *Black Smoke is some kind of car thing here in Finland...

Don't mind about the animatio