downstairs but I'm too scared... and I really want to hang myself.... but no one asks me if I'm fine or ok if I don't say anything.. so I pretend to be happy.. I tell my friends on here that "I'm fine"... "It's all good" but it's not..

I feel the same way Max... on here I try and act all happy and say "I'm fine guys it's nothing, really!" And sometimes I do break down on here.... but I mostly try to act like I'm happy.... but I'm not... I thought of stabbing myself with my knife that is

* face melts a lot * it ok...... I won't....get.. Grossed out....

At school when I get embarrassed or bullied I want to dig a deep hole crawl into it and PASS OUT

U....see...this...mask..... If u really saw my face ........... U would .......... Get gross ......