Smile: then what? What do I have waiting for me!? Long day remembering that I'm a monster and am being hunted down with everything step I take!? * looks like she's about to burst out crying *

Smile: and now I see .. I should have never hesitated to jump

Smile: 2 days ago I tried to kill myself but hesitated... I don't know why but I thought that ... maybe everyone would be happy with out me....