My dad went to jail and I was 3 and I never saw him again...it has been 11 years

I did not know who my real dad was in till I was 6 all because my mom now I live with my dad and hate my mom develop inside

Oh I really feel bad

Or if I have a dad..

When I was 9 I would get bullied bc my dad always got drunk but at that time I took everything as a joke..