and don't go saying I'm rude, it's a slice of life. everyone feels sad. it's normal. depression isn't something to boast, and I think you actually need to see a professional therapist about all your mental problems.
what the hell. suicide isn't an answer to life's problems. feeling sad? go to therapy. feel like your gonna kill yourself? call the suicide hotline. it's so fucking stupid, just get help instead of "killing yourself."