Why are you keep putting yourself down? Everyone is beautiful and unquie in their own way. You are special and the world would be one less special person. We wouldnt want that :,)

I can’t trust no one to care because all of my friends and ditched me and tried to killl me from the inside out it’s bad it’s happened to many times I can’t trust anyone in this world anymore

No! I would miss your family would miss you your friends would miss you and think of all of the people you wouldn’t get to meet!

Nooo