(Put head on his shoulder and licks his cheeks) :3 kate: mama.....da da.....

:3 its fine

(Smiles and kisses him) srry i took so long babe ( holds kate and matthew and sings about mikko) :)

(Wipes your tears) dont cry... And your not evil.... I know you dont see what I see but you are amazing, nice, kind, beautiful, everything anyone could have wanted....

So i was thinking killing myself but i didnt want to do it (cries)