wasn't healthy to keep lying. ok, tHaTs ALL fOLKS

I didn't really have a crush on him, but I wanted to be included when people talked about crushes and stuff. this went on for years. a girl i thought had a color hair color, a boy i found funny, a girl that liked musicals. finally i told myself that it wa

-and panromantic. up until like february or January THIS YEAR, I lied to myself acting like i had crushes. for 5 years i was convinced i loved this one boy, all because I thought his eyes looked pretty. deep down I knew