I don't want to kill myself.. and if I get the thought of it.. I push the thought away....

I know its really sad I miss my brother and my dad but well will get through the pain but don't kill your self it will only lead to more suffering

It's hard not being able to see your family...

I don't get to see any of my family as much I only live with my mom I even don't get to see my brother or dad

My mom and dad broke apart before they even got married... and I never see my aunts anymore... I never see my cousins anymore... I only see my grandparents, and my uncles.... other than that, I never see the rest of my family..