But I’m too afraid to.

I can’t sleep at night. They scream out my name. Luring me back into reality. But I want to stay in this fantasy world I built. The sky is gonna hurt when it falls. And I know I should build some walls.

Millions of thoughts

It’s just millions of voices

And that leads to me being too scared to be around them. I always have to think of what I need to say when I talk to someone, and what to say after when I predict what they will say. I have “add” so I take meds. With meds things are still jumbled