The 1 time I cut myself I was close to killing myself and the 5 time I nearly killed myself

I believe you will..! You have to.. it's not possible to stay depressed all your life.....

Oh ok and I don't think I'll get better

Well yes I cut... But I'm getting help and I'm geeting better at not trying to hurt myself..

Do you actually cut yourself or do you say you cut yourself I'm just worried it's just a question I'm wondering about