I want it so much, but now I'm just a mess if I could go back to the past, I would stop myself from ever existing, maybe then I won't have to pretend I'm someone else. I'm scared of dreaming myself.

No seriously I want the past back everything I want everything back. It was so good back then, everything was so good back then..

It does literally I wish I still had my old style that was so much better- I think I took advice from people who weren't so good at drawing-