(Gtg to bed, wanna continue this in the morning?)

Joe: please don't try care. It makes me even more scared. I've always been scared. I've never seen my actual family. I've never seen anyone or anything, I can't see. all I see is a nightmare.

Joe: I should have done it whilst I still could, Jack, I bet you don't even want me..

Joe: I-I don't... I s-should have o-overdosed when I still could have.. (Depressing ;-;)

Joe: b-because I don't deserve an-anything.. *looks down at picture* (it's an old family picture)