She eont! She doesnt fucking care anymore! Im just a fucking monster! Suicide is an answer because imagine how happy i will make thunder if i die... Tbh even if she doesnt consider me as a friend i still care for her more than me......

Don’t say that..suicide is not an answer to anything..just say to thunder your sorry I want to you and thunder come friends again..

And the other friend i had was thunder but i lost her because im only a fucking mess who hurts people....

Like that makes me think i should suicide too... The onky loyal friends i have are bri and u...

Don’t know..