Damn. ( kind of a rant and vent mix )
I feel more like a failure, I feel like I should die but still even if I wanted to I’d be too scared to do it, I’m a coward. I might not have real cutting blades but I use i I can to inflict pain, I hate everything about myself, I wish I wasn’t fat, ugly, or female irl. I rather be a guy.. but I know that’ll never happen because no one would accept me, my family would disown me, my friends might abandon me- I mean I never had friends for THIS long but I’m always scared that they’ll leave. I’m too clingy, I don’t think me being clingy show as much as it does in other ppl. Still I rlly wanna be myself but it’ll never happen, it sucks. I don’t like me. Me is a pathetic excuse for a friend, family member, or lover. Since I know I’ll never find true love, might at well give up. My love for someone would only hurt them at this point, I rather have a fictional character become real and kill me rather then go through pain, but it’s life it’s what you get. You go through so much shit. Besides for that my life is pointless. I know what ppl will say when they read this. I know exactly what they might say.
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