I wasn't avoiding you. I just didn't want to see all those depressing things, because it isnt good for MY mental health. I can't help anyone if I'm screwed up too. I didn't want to say it because I didn't want to face the embarrassment, and the guilt. Sorry for thinking about myself for once.
I just.. i don’t know if I want to follow you or not. It’s confusing. You keep asking other ppl to tell me what you want to say and I feel like you’re avoiding me. But honestly I would do the same to myself-